While he's off scrounging for clothing, Mercymorn climbs the steps to take position up on the quarter deck, to get a clear view of what she's working with. She presses her hands against the railing and leans forward, her attention intent on controlling the crew. Not a captain herself (that role is decidedly taken), but perhaps— a first mate.
And there's a withering kind of derisive amusement in the thought. Apparently she is destined to become his fingers and hands, over and over. At least Augustine isn't here to claim first position all over again and relegate her to second mate. Time seems to be cyclical. Everything that has happened will always happen again.
When John eventually comes up to rejoin her, she's lost in those thoughts — death and rebirth makes you contemplative, apparently — while she sends crewmates up and down lines, pulling on rope, catching some of that stormy salt breeze to start turning the ship back towards what she thinks is shore.
As God approaches her again, she lets him come in from her blind side without bristling. If he's going to stab her in the back, might as well get it over with; fretting over anything else feels like a waste of energy.
Her next question comes sideways, perhaps a little unexpected: "Were you a squid too?"
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And there's a withering kind of derisive amusement in the thought. Apparently she is destined to become his fingers and hands, over and over. At least Augustine isn't here to claim first position all over again and relegate her to second mate. Time seems to be cyclical. Everything that has happened will always happen again.
When John eventually comes up to rejoin her, she's lost in those thoughts — death and rebirth makes you contemplative, apparently — while she sends crewmates up and down lines, pulling on rope, catching some of that stormy salt breeze to start turning the ship back towards what she thinks is shore.
As God approaches her again, she lets him come in from her blind side without bristling. If he's going to stab her in the back, might as well get it over with; fretting over anything else feels like a waste of energy.
Her next question comes sideways, perhaps a little unexpected: "Were you a squid too?"